I never thought I would last a whole week after Beta#3 before going for another one. I really expected that my nerves would have started getting the better of me before now. But I have surprised myself and surprised Chris, in fact I think he is disappointed in me. In fact if it weren’t for Chris I would possibly be pushing this beta out even further… well, maybe?!?
Other than my sore and growing boobs, I don’t really have any symptoms. Have had the teeny-tinest bit of nausea a couple of days, but I think that may have been in my head as I was desperately seeking symptoms. I have also had the weirdest tingling (not quite light-headedness) in my head, but again I have to be looking for it to find it. So there have been no signs that I am pregnant and it sometimes still seems so incredibly hard to believe that I am actually knocked up!
So last Night Chris said to me that he thinks he is going to be very nervous for the scan. It has been so long (a whole week) since we had any update on progress, any news at all regarding this pregnancy. And let’s not forget it is still another 11 sleeps until scan day! And with no symptoms (did he not notice how extra ginourmous these knockers have become?!?) it’s just so nerve wracking.
We had talked about going for another beta on Saturday, but I was feeling calm and preferred to be lazy in bed and so didn’t go. So this morning I asked him what he thought about me going for another beta today and he said, “well I wouldn’t be opposed to it”. I think that’s as close as he will come to admitting he would love an update of any kind on what is happening in there. So off I went for Beta#4…
22,655!!! Beuatiful. And Sr Smiley said that if I want to go for more betas they totally understand and she will keep calling me as soon as she gets them!